Wednesday, November 26, 2008
will be going to
RAFFLES HOTEL
for interview tomorrow.
wish me luck peeps!
what we could have been, Wednesday, November 26, 2008.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
On hiatus until fullerton calls me.
what we could have been, Tuesday, November 25, 2008.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
CLASSIC CHOCOLATE MOUSSE WITH
HAZELNUT GANACHE AND
LAYERED SPONGE.
chio rights the cake?
i could sell it for like 29 bucks maybe?
LOLS.
this is generally what our dessert is going to be like.
its a simeple and rich dessert.
the base is made from
mocca and vanillin sponge.
then coated with the hazelnut ganache and
creamed with the classic chocolate mousse.
and yes, decorated with some chocolate work.
pretty rights?
OMG.
HAHAHAHAHAA! :)
will be going to orchard tomorrow for
photoshoot and food tasting.
and yes,
will be attending my 2nd interview at FULLERTON.
nobody knows how stressful it is for me now.
i just hope i'll nail it.
i just hope.
might be meeting my friend after that for dinner.
hais.
so many things happened this week.
it seems like ive been a bad bad child.
its like karma's trying to hit you back.
at one gush!
and i feel so exhausted can?
Labels: SAY IT LOUD SAY IT PROUD
what we could have been, Thursday, November 20, 2008.
Monday, November 17, 2008
its a month now and to think about it,
its seriously a miracle.
friendster friends leys!
from total strangers whom i added randomly,
with no purpose in mind or any sort of motive,
to this.
how blessed :)
and i know it will last forever.
tho it didnt go as what was planned,
but you do know that the most impt thing
is to be there with you on this day.
yes things may have been rough for the past few months,
but looking back we did manage to pull it through and stay on.
and thats something we should both be proud of :)
i will always remember that particular day,
yes it was bitter but sweet.
thats all i could say.
and from that day i realized something,
it maybe easy to trust someone but harder to trust oneslf.
i realized at that point the problem was not about me trusting you
but it was me trusting myself for trusting you.
this may sound complex but i cnt seem to put the right words in place.
but you get my drift rights?
its hard to express the feeling im having now,
but i know one thing,
im inlove and thats something which i longed for
and here i promise to you that,
i will try and give all my best in this
and i will be better than him.
yes,him.
dont you worry.
happy 1st Anni once again :)
yes.
I LOVE YOU CHICKEN!
what we could have been, Monday, November 17, 2008.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
you know people,
when things go down and just keep falling down,
its always good to do some retail therapy :)
so the point it,
today aint my day and im freaking full right now!
HAHAHAHAA.whtevr siols.
so dressing up always never fail to cheer me up.
so yes,
went to Jurong Point which is like 8 mins away
to buy good food, shop for good things and find good books.
went to the Japanese street and bought SUSHI's!
bought a plenty of stuff which i shant mention!
*secret leys*
and went to drop by at the library to find some good books.
peeked at the new pasar malam and bought more food!
yes this is heaven.
i dont need a spa treatment or even expensive vacations
to cheer me up.
and lastly to walk home alone.wah.
having a time on my own is the best thing i could ever get.
yes, that includes cam-whoring!
i love this day.
and i hope you'll like what i got for you.
nothing much but its just something in return :)
Labels: THE NIGHT BREEZE
what we could have been, Sunday, November 16, 2008.
i miss all my besties dearly now.
im in need of a best friend to lend a listening ear.
im currently devastated.
but how?
will you guys understand?
or will you guys make your stands?
i shall remained uncontactable for these few days.
i need to think hard.
Labels: i love you peeps
what we could have been, Sunday, November 16, 2008.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
went to Chicken's place today.
yes, it started out well but like they say,
all good things must come to and end.
its really weird how i can get very sensitive over
some small issues which i believe is not necessary at all.
but i just cant help to wonder and think about it.
this is me.
known to be very pensive.
but whatever the case,
what matters is just us.
no one else.
the past has to be forgotten and forgiven.
its our time now :)
oh yes!
back to the baking world!
LOLS
ive got 3 cakes order next week!
cant wait to get my fingertips moving!
cos i miss baking!
though i bake everyday in school still,
i miss it.
just wait for the pics ya'all!
and yes!
to my darlings!
meet up soon alrights!
and to you!
Im still madly inlove with you!
Labels: asta lavista
what we could have been, Saturday, November 15, 2008.
Friday, November 14, 2008
It's hard to express one love for another.
It's never easy trying to convince oneself that you're being loved.
And has never been easier to even tell how much you love them.
All those bad pick up lines are sucha bore.
I dont buy them nor say them or even want to hear them from you.
all i need is you to just say it like you mean it.
Don't just say them because you feel there's a need to say it.
I've never been this happy in my life.
Yes, i wish it would stay longer and last forever.
No matter what may lies ahead of us,
you know that i always try to make it better.
You've grown to be such a part of me that without you
life is no more than a desperate sigh.
They do say love comes and goes, and to that I disagree.
Cos i know you'll be here with me forever.
All I ever did was love you as best as I knew how;
maybe it wasn’t the love you expected or wanted,
but it was the love that I knew how to give at this time.
I wish I knew what I could say or knew what I could do,
to make you feel the love for me, I've always felt for you.
i really do.
I don't know if it's your smile, your laugh, or just the way you are that makes me feel like this
but whatever it is, every time I see you,
I love you more then ever before.
and definitely more than yesterday.
its you who i love and will be loved.
period.
what we could have been, Friday, November 14, 2008.
THE FULLERTON SINGAPORE.
went for the interview today at 4.
its my 1st ever interview after like
countless rejections.
well 4 out of 55.
but still, the feeling you get when you're not granted
and interview is so demoralizing that you could
just grab a knife and stab it on your body.
but no worries,
im emotionally strong leys!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
oh whatever.
i think the interview went well,
and to all who have wished me, prayed for me, thought for me and etc,
THANK YOU GUYS SOOO DAMN BLOODY MUCH!
i really needed that and i really appreciate it.
yes adem, i believe it went well,
but its still too early to say.
i shant put much hope but i just hope its all good :)
and yes!
i would like to thank FAEZ TAQUIDDIN!
for accompanying me all the way for my interview.
much appreciated!
and now,
i just hope
1. ROYAL PLAZA ON SCOTTS
2. GRAND HYATT
3. SHANG-RI LA
4. MERITUS MANDARIN
5. RAFFLES
6. MARRIOT
7. CONRAD
give me a glimpse of hope!
i want to be interviewed!
i want to get a proper attachment!
Labels: fullerton hotel
what we could have been, Friday, November 14, 2008.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
I LOVE YOU LAAAAA.
like so damn bloody much.
sorry peeps,
cheesy
i know! but i cnt help it!
i really do love you!
Labels: how?
what we could have been, Wednesday, November 12, 2008.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
i was effing bored in sch today so
it came to my brilliant brains of mine to
snap photos of us making these
ouh-so-adorable
GINGERBREAD COOKIES! :D
its very cinnamon-nitic and colourful!
we baked HERB SOFT BUNS too!
it taste great as usual :p
made some ALMOND PRALINES.
yes they are super sweet and addictive!
they look pretty too!
sad i didnt manage to snap a photo of it! :(
will be doing all the different kind of
SHERBET tomorrow.
hopefully we find the right combinations and blend!
i really want a nice sherbet to be proud of :)
our dessert is getting better by the day.
its seems that we tend to think productively
when we laugh our ass off during discussions,
and yes,
we'll nail this final EC.
don't you worry :P
it's gonna be a dessert which you will remember :)
i bet you.
Labels: enticing isnt it?
what we could have been, Tuesday, November 11, 2008.
Monday, November 10, 2008
these are fruit tarlets ya'll.
yes very the "overwhelming" dont cha think?
hey my senior is very generous when it comes to giving food.
so lesson to be learnt here is,
never be stingy with food! give all you can!
if doesnt harm to always give the extra bit of food,
well everyone loves "more" when it comes to food.
ok whatever to what ive just said.
ive sent my resume to a couple of hotels and
about 3 of them have replied.
but sadly its not good news.
but like they say,
dont loose hope!
opportunities are evrywhere you just gotta find it!
and yes,
going through this point of time in my life makes me
much a stronger person in real cos
yes the feeling is sucky not to be granted an interview,
but what i can say is,
it's their lost.
im not boasting about this,
but for those classmates of mine who had experienced such
heart-breaking news,
just rmbr that theres a reason for everything,
i know its so cliche of me to say that sentence,
but who knows whats ahead of you.
it might be a better hotel rights?
so just take it positively and keep on trying.
just keep on trying.
and for those who has been successful,
kudos to ya'll and i wish you all the best! :D
i just hope i'll get good news tomorrow!
and yes about my
EVENT CATERING.
omg. what can i say?
our group is dope man!
LOLS.
our dessert that we have in mind is really
something new and i believe we can nail it!
and when we do,
i bet you, we've made history :P
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and yes!
8 more days to the happiest day of the month!
and im soooo looking forward to it :)
i can gurantee its gonna be heaven!
till then!
Labels: 8 more days and still counting
what we could have been, Monday, November 10, 2008.
Sunday, November 09, 2008
Many things happen lately.
it was a long weekend indeed!
and i could say it's the best one yet :)!
im waiting for the pics to be uploaded.
so till then, stay tune!
and!
heres a happy news!
im not doing outlet training anymore!
and and and!
that means!
i do not need to catch the
1st fucking bus
or
1st fucking train.
oh how blessed :)
i'll be back to school!
yesyesyes.
Labels: no labels
what we could have been, Sunday, November 09, 2008.
Friday, November 07, 2008
baked this babies last night afteri got back from work at 12am.
baked them till 2.30am.
woke up at 4.30am for work.
yes my life is haywire.
i hadnt had proper meals,
nor had proper sleep,
or even had proper baths.
ok i sound disgusting here (the bath part)
but seriously,
this week,life has been hectic.
next week will be starting sch at BUKIT BATOK.
like finally.
no more morning trains or late night buses!
i cn now have a normal SHATEC student life :)
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and you,
i couldnt wish for any better :)
it felt like no other.
what we could have been, Friday, November 07, 2008.
Monday, November 03, 2008
here are the pics taken today at ROSETTE.i made these RUSTIC CHOCOLATE TARTS.
of course its damn good yaw.
ive got no moond to blog tonight.
yes i know,
i keep saying that.
its just unfortunate that todays isnt my day.
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i thought the pail was full.
but when i knock it,
it empty.
and i keep on knocking.
its not even half filled either.
its just disappointing.
what we could have been, Monday, November 03, 2008.
Saturday, November 01, 2008
it writes,"WITH LOVE, AHMAD ZAQEEYAN"
jut in case you cant read my handwriting :p
i know ive been MIA.
well its not that im sucha
lazy faggot who forgots that he has a blog
and nvr update them,
sorry no offence bloggers :)
BUTTTTTTTT,
its my lappy.
she was having a really bad pms for 3 days
so thats y i cnt blog.
i cant surf the net but
i cn go online
so merepek i know.
CITTT.
ok as u can see the pics above,
its all the pics taken during
my 1 week oulet training at CHARCOAL.
whatever the case i prefer ROSETTE.
cnt wait to be bck to rosette next week :)
i really wanna blog abt alot of stuff.
bt then i still havent got the umph to do so.
maybe later in the morning!
for now, thats all darls :)
what we could have been, Saturday, November 01, 2008.