to sae dat im hurt.no i'm not.i reli duno.wen i read aza blog, was i dissapointed dat he didnt appreciate me.i duno.was it my fault all dis while?wen i read his blog, i rmbr the incident dat hppned todae.will i lose another best fren. i dun blame adem or aza.bt wad adem saed was true.ya.maybe i do have att problem yes maybe i am pathetic.i reli duno wad to do now.i'm reli lost.its reli dissapointing to noe dat u r not as appreciated as much as the rest.i reli duno.i guess the problem all lies with me.at the end of the day wen my frens wanna leave me.i noe myself dat its not their fault but mine.i am pathetic n over.i wudnt be surprised if one dae my best frens get sick n tired of me n jus leave me alone.i want to chnage bt its already a habit.a habit dat takes time to chnage.but time is killing me.i duno la.i reli do mi9ss aza.evn though i noe i havent been doing a gd job as a best fren i do still love him from the bootom of my heart.i may not show u but reli i do care 4 u.i duno aza, wen u left i rather feel so empty.bt since u saed its 4 ur own good then i guess i have nothing much to sae.the dices haf been a great cliques of frens.u guys complete my row of frens.i noe sumtymes or all the tyme i am rather pathetic by the wae i tok or express my self but i guess its just me.true enough i hate myslf for doing it but its jus happens.its a habit as i said.i noe i'm rude n inconsiderate sumtymes, but i guess i jus like to butt in any situation. i duno wad more.i noe now im like in ur bad boots and if u guys evr haf any thoughts of booting me out ya.u guys cn go ahead. to whom i will be next i duno.but i have the feeling i will be lonely again..soon..wit nobody.

haks.listening to sum music.er killing time la..waiting for dance floor den american idol den simple life..woo!hahaks.er ya..2dae class was fine like ani normal dae..jus dat joyce didnt cum skool cs she saed dat she was sick...hahas blame me..nono blame dat black arse adem!hahas. kk wadevr.the sl project is reli very tiring.i jus CNT accpt the fact dat sum ppl in the class kip complaining and sumore saed we're stupid!reli u noe.dey dun understand us.we are here doing the administrative werk and there they r complaining dat dey dun haf jobs.hello?!!! ur job will cum later wad..as in u guys will be leaders mahs..kk wadeva..haks!!yay!aza got tok to me ardy..dats good..i reli dun like it la wen we are so torn apart..nvm nvm..it takes time to heal..hahas..ya.drama!!! so packed ar..10,11,14,16 we haf to perform..reli its tiring..i tot like wen syf is done we r ovr wit it bt den..no..look la..haiyoyo..i pity the crews actualli..n sharul la..hes the main cast mahs..ya nw i rmbr..i wana go much on my dark chocolates n oreos!! yay!! bye slutss!!!!

haish.had bin coughing & coughing non-stop. my throat is so dry la. jus gt bck from grandmas place. went there ysterdae.haks.my aunts pae dae ysterdae.den shop at giant!gagas.i noe lame bt we spent 135 jus on tidbits!!jus on tidbits oni 4 135 bucks!so greedy aites.haks!i bought like 3 bars of lindcett dark chocolate wich like cost 4 bucks each.gagas.im so bitchy..nvm nvm..ya cudnt slp at there.thnks to the fever, i was like sweating so much la the whole night. still tinkin wana go skool onot 2moro.er yar, 2nite my dad cumin bck.we will b waiting gagagas.yay! 2nite gt ugly betty.ya i got like sum bucks from my aunts and uncle..gagas.cant wait go shopping..im such a a shopholic.gagas.nvm at least better than alcholic.gagas.ya i gt nothing much to sae actualli.so ya..hope i get well soon n yes.

*aza pls cumbck to us*we miss u badly*really*

NO MORE DICES.
i will jus live life as per normal.i dont wish to bckstabb u.its fine wit me if u reli hate me cs i noe u do.i'm sori for being such abitch and always pathetic towards u.i reali have nothing more to sae.its a freedom of choice.u chose it to be this wae.if u are happier being with them than us.i reli haf no sae.i didnt xpect hw immatured you cud be to compare our friendship that we had 4 3 years with hiers which was 4 oni like 3 months.i reli am dissapointd.yes maybe to you i'm freak and you're like 'wadver sey amat..' but aza, evn though u may jus treat adem as the bestest bes fren u have.the 1 u cares and concern the most.and us, u jus treat as a spare tyres or wadeva. bt true enugh, u are still my best fren though i may not be your best fren, u will always be.

its been a long tyme since i blogged..er okok..i just gif reviews of each dae..
thursdae:
grr!i hadconstipation.it was bad..realli bad..the cramps!urh!realli it was painful..didnt attend school dat dae la..was so bored at home..nothing to do..so i jus surf n surf n surf all dae long..hehes.
fridae:
as awaes focussed test.it was eng focus test.ok la..cnt sae easy..if later fail..soso la the paper..oh yarhs!i accidently saw aza handbook..haish..it was rather dissapointing..bt its ok..we're suppose to haf afrens tok dat dae bt too bad..evrybody was bz doin thier own stuffs..after focus testgot drama..haiyoyoyoyoyo..tues mr bala wanna c it.shit!i'm like so nervous..so are the rest bt wadeva.its time to show him wad dramas' made off..mwwah-hahahahhas. er other than den..the dae was fine..
sat:
i overslpt!!!! suppose to b ready by 7 bt i woke up at 7..so shitty..wadevr sey..den i hurry hurry bath n leave..cs suppose to go acompany grandma, radiah n her mum dat dae..vivit her brother..haish..its been a long tyme since i nvr c him..bt hope he'll go out by next year..kk enugh bout dat..den my nightmare!!!!!!!!!!!!!we went to geylang!shit!i hate dat place if its not during the festive seasons..its so warm..stuffy..full of aunties..eeww.wadevr sey.den after dat at noon went swimming wit all my cousins n sis&bro. swim swim 4 a while oni by 7.30 we left..nothing much happen..
today/ sundae:
woke up quite late..den suddenly noticed sumting..i didnt msg her nor she did msg me..so crappy..wen i msged her..she saed y would she msg me after i showed a stupid look.. den i was like..wad stupid look..den she sae go ask my darlhs.n i'm like..
wadeva sey!!!!!!!
den poof!it jus threw away my smiles 4 the dae..wadver la..i realli cudnt b bothered..i didnt mean it.i jus dun get it..wadeva la..i went to the library today..got sum very gd recipes..yay! i noe wad to cook ardy..hahahas..er..other den dat...nothing ar..

yay! f&n was easy..hahahas.nt to boast la bt just stating the facts.hehes.drinkin my all time fav. coffee!!pa jus bought new one 4me..its coffee wit strawberry flavour!!!wah..damm nice.jus drank 2 full cups of it..i noe its addictive bt who cares..i love coffee..er nothing to blog..todaes lesson was fine..xcept for drama..the crew..as awaes wasnt gifin thier all bt wadeva cudnt b bothered by them..nw listening to listen by beyonce..waH!SOSOSO nice..hehes..alah..nothing more to rite ardy..so yarhs..nw bz watching the spiderman malay version..i noe its crap bt wadeva..