
gawd.
its been months since i last posted.
ok.
hmm.
yes!
i know my old blog address is like wadver rites?
i dont give a fcuk about it anymore.
okok.
im here to start anew.
afresh.
i've close yet another chapter in my life.
but im stronger now.
im starting to find out more in life
and i'm really looking forward to whats life got's planned for me.
and now.
im just finding myself.
Labels: go the distance.
what we could have been, Wednesday, June 27, 2007.
i've read your draft.
well.
i wasnt in any verge of tears at all.
somehow..
i was smiling throughout the entire time.
i dont know why.
im not gonna blab so much on the things
we've been through or whatevr
shit that has happens,
but,
i'll close the chapters with an advice.
okok.some advice :)
i know that things never turned out the way
well maybe we want it to be.
but hey!
theres a reason for everything.
we might not see the real reason behind all these
now.
but rest assured we will someday.
the path that i went through the last
with you know who :)
have taught me a lot.
i used to dread and broad over things
whenever it does not turn out the way i wanted it to be.
i was dumb back then.
but when i was all by myself.
i reflected on my own
and i definitely have learnt a lot from this.
things happens for a reason.
we just dont know what lifes got planned.
as much as evryone wants to know i too would want to know
what lifes got plan for me.
bt i cant.
this is all fated.
ok.
you might say that we have a choice to make.
yeahs.
we do have a choice to make.
but keep in mind that we plan but god decides :)
i'm not gonna blame anyone for anything
bcos its not their fault.
god has chosen it to be this way,
so this way it will be.
what right do i have to blame them or hate them
when god doesnt??
who am i to right?
so yeahs.
certain things we just have to let go for a good cause.
god would definitely wants the best for us
and he'll definitely lead us with the right path.
though it may not be satisfactory,
well,
look on the bright side!
we dont have to go through reltionship problems like evry couple
encounters right??
well,
fate has destinied us to be this way and i have no say.
if we are destinied,
then we will bound to meet again somwday some how somewhere
with gods blessing :)
its another great lesson yet i have learnt
and defenitely i would not regret it :)
well,
whatever will be will be :)
smiles :)))
Labels: u've made the man i've become today :)
what we could have been, Tuesday, June 12, 2007.
FORGET IT.
FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING.
FORGET IT.
LET IT ALL BE JUST A MEMORY.
PERIOD.
IM DONE AND OVR WITH IT :)
LET ME JUST UNLOCK THE CAGE NOW.
Labels: fcuk it.
what we could have been, Sunday, June 10, 2007.
"SOMETIMES THE PEOPLE
WHOM YOU EXPECT TO
PICK YOU UP
WHEN YOUR DOWN,
ARE THE PEOPLE
WHO WILL KICK
YOU RIGHT
BACK IN YOUR
BUTT."
I fully get this whole thing.
i stared enough at this whole picture.
whatevr will be, will be.
well.
i dont blame anyone.
but only myself.
if it has to happen, then it will happen!
i have no more say to all this.
im accepting this whole thing slowly
and trying my best to cope with everything dat is happening around me.
well, theres a reason for evrything dat happens.
and im really blessed by it.
i dont know why but,
i've been smiling throughout this whole time as i blog.
haks!
well shit does happens.
bt its for a good cause!!
im taking this positively now
and im really glad :)
ps:thetruthhasalwaysbeenUGLY.
what we could have been, Friday, June 08, 2007.





hola peeps!! :) im here to update aboud todae.
well.its my f&n practical dae :)
er.
if ur wodering why is it so colourful n blablabla
its food for children.kids :)
okok.
things were great & smooth.
evrything was organized and in order.
i didnt encounter any problem
unlike last year.
i wont elaborate more bcos i tink
the pic tells it all right?
so yeahs :)
dats all for now
~signing off~
ps:suddenlyisee.
what we could have been, Wednesday, June 06, 2007.
"DONT MAKE SOMEONE YOUR PRIORITY
WHEN THEY
ONLY
MAKE YOU
AND OPTION"
okok.
im back in action.
oooO yes!
i just found oud something so damn cool.
okok.
i noe i mite be slow.
bt omg!
i cnt surf the net thru my psp?!!
isnt dat super great??!!
gawd!
im sosososo delighted!:)
okokok.
enough boud me n my psp.
erm.
seriously.
i reli dont know wat to blog dis daes
since its the school holidays.
phuuuee.
okok.
aboud todae.
todae i went to phoon huat
wit my cousin.
i got my f&n stuffs there.
bt nah!
i didnt manage to get it all there.
i still need to go to giant.
prrfft!
er.
i really hope evrything will go on fine.
i hope it will.
er.
i chnge some stuffs here and there.
and yes!
i manage to get my hp cover.
i mean the silicon casing thingy.
i hope it helps :)
dats all for now.
i'll keep u guys updated on my final f&n execution yeahs :)
i hope i'll do good.
pretty confident :)
ps:imust.imust.imust.
what we could have been, Monday, June 04, 2007.
hola!
ahahahas.
its been quite some time i havent post anything.
ppl have start bugging me in my tagboard
asking me to update.
so yeahs :)
here i am.
updating.
er.
i just got bck from my aunts place.
i slept there since wed.
right after my holi holiday!
ooooooooOOOOOO!
yes!
i dun noe whether i have told u guys.
bt both my parents arent home!
im home-free!
ahahahahas :)
yups.
my dad went dubai to visit my mum
and will be bck next friday.
so im free for the moment.
okok.
it doesnt makes much difference anyway.
er ok.
f&n practical is coming.
i think im ready.
well i should be ready.
yes.
i am ready.
hope so.
gd lucks to me :)
erm..hmm..
theres nothing more actually.
since its the school holidays,
i havent been bitching ard so much.
so yeahs
nt much happening things dat happens
for me to curse upside dwn here.
so dats all i guess :)
happy holidays ppl! :)
ps:anewbeginning.
what we could have been, Saturday, June 02, 2007.