Monday, July 14, 2008
haha!i bet u peeps rmbrd tis pic.
i believe this was THE photo of the dices la.
cos when tis pic was taken,
i believe our frenship was still
true,shiny clean,no bitching.
just pure frenship.
until all the shit happens rights?!
alrights,im sorry bt tis is gonna be an
EMO POST.
i cant help but yea,
if u guys dun feel like reading its alrights.
i just nid to pour it out somewhere.
its overfilling and my brain is
as plump as pulp!
hahaha!LOLS.whatever siol.
where shoud i start?
the last time we met as the 6 was like
erms,i so cnt recall.
bt the last time i met jojo adem lynn n santhea
was like a realllllllly long tyme.
before i had my sch hols.
which is like 3 weeks plus plus.
aza was like ages.
since his bdae.which was may.
june was hell.
ok not exactly hell but june was a bitch.
cos i didnt even manage to spent at least
24hours with them in all,at all!
brggh.nemine.
on the train 2dae,
like evry other day,
somehow,i will have the tendecy to msg
lynn up to noe whether are they free
after class.
sometimes she reply sometime shes doesnt.
so yes.
surprisingly 2dae she replied quite fast.
bt sadly they are all bz.
like evry other day,
when my sch ends,
i try to be home asap.
nt reason being i love staying at home,
but somehow i just hope,
just hope i will bump onto one of them
at the interchnge.
i know its kinda sick,
bt yes,evrytyme wen i stepped out of
bnlay mrt platform,
i have all their names at the bck of my mind.
and will intrapersonal myslf.
like what if i sees them?
what am i gonna sae?
hw am i gonna approach them.
within tat few seconds on
the escalator dwn,i try to find all the answers.
as i tap my card,
i'll look left or right fer the sight of them.
hoping tat they mite be otw to JP
or something.as i cont walking,
i kip an open eye,
believe me,my eyes are sharper than eagle's
eyes when it comes to finding my frens.
LOLS!
i noe many disagreement over the statement made.
HAHAHAHA!
yes,evry sight of JWSS students
gives me hope.
better if they are sec 5 students.
as i comb evry corner and hole in the interchange,
i kip telling myslf,
dun hope too much.
u'll just gt disappointed at the end of the day.
as i approach 243W today,
i still couldnt resisit myslf not to walk further
and wait.
indeed,im very stubborn.
its okay,i cn always take other buses.
i hate the feeling when i get to the end
to take 179,and yet i dont see them.
somewhere in the middle of the way
i lost all hope,cos its impossible.
243G was my choice 2dae.
as i qeued fer the bus,
i still kept my neck up high
looking at the very end of the int
hoping all the 5 of them will
pop up somehow.
well at least one of them will do.
the least.
hw i miss the 6 walking in a single row.
laughing our hearts out
and chit chatting abt almost evrything.
i reli wanted to stand there and just wait
bt i cnt cos i noe the bus will be there anytime.
adn when i thot all hope was gone,
i saw dis guy,wearing a black bag.
is that adem i told myslf?
indeed IT IS!
i was excited and i started to watch his evry move.
ok dun gt me wrong here.
bt his one of the funniest earthlings on earth!
he was like the sunshine after the storm.
he nvr fails to make me laugh.
sighs.
he qeued fer the bus.
i just stood there,staring blankly.
started to think of all the times we 6 shared.
hw i used to quarrel with him n joyce ovr
what bus shud i take.
hahas :)
i wanted to go and approach him,
bt it was hard somehow.
i tried to take a single step forward bt it was
heavy.my mind was too engrossed thinking of the 6
tat i didnt want to stop thinking abt it
and just wished that moment would last forever.
standing there rigidly with a smile on my face
made me feel like an idiot.
bt i couldnt help it.
i soon realized i really do miss all of them.
all the 6.
my bus soon arrived and i boarded to bus.
i wanted to seat on the left cos
tat way adem mite get a glimpse of me.
bt to my dismay,there wasnt any avai seats.
sighs.
by the time the bus closes its door
the bus was packed with students.
chances of seeing him again was crushed.
i click on my phone.
went to look at my pics folder
and open this particular pic.
yes,that pic above.
it drew a big smile on my face.
what we could have been, Monday, July 14, 2008.